ever feel like your life is just passing by?
I'm in a philsophical mood at the moment. Been thinking about the future of course and how it freaks me out.
Like what am I supposed to do after I graduate? Is there any point in my trying, rather attempting feebly to gain employment in legal industry?
Lol... well the whole whingey essay I had planned in my head has gone to shreds after wasting so much time online.. Now all I can think about is Skewered Lamb in Beijing and my social plans for tmr!
In summary I unexpectedly met KenChai Ooi at work today with his gf. It was .. unexpected! and he looks so different 2! Man he is BUFF! He used to be the skinny short kid who hanged around Cameron Brooks! And now look at him, he's doing well with a part time job at Mac bank, which means he's guaranteed a graduate position- he must be doing well uniwise and he's got a really gorgeous gf 2... Very impressive I must say, and I do wish him the best (not that he needs it) for the future.
Strangely I don't feel jealous or competitive (very unlike my nature). I guess because its KenChai, I don't think I could ever feel jealous or competitive with such a nice guy.
Thats the thing I hate most about North Sydney. I spent 6 years of my life in such a competitive environment and I think I was corrupted by it. I used to be carefree and have other interests and passions that were more important than career and studies and crap. I'm so glad I'm no longer in the same environment but uni culture is not much better in this respect. Anyway I thank God for bringing me to bluesky which has given me the opportunity to meet other people who have changed me. Its a good contrast to the typical study-hard Asian over-achiever I'm so used to having as 'friends'.
Anyway this blog is running into overtime and I don't intend to edit due to laziness!!!
Anyway I think the answer to my issues lies in Matthew 6:33-34
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own".
Keith~
Like what am I supposed to do after I graduate? Is there any point in my trying, rather attempting feebly to gain employment in legal industry?
Lol... well the whole whingey essay I had planned in my head has gone to shreds after wasting so much time online.. Now all I can think about is Skewered Lamb in Beijing and my social plans for tmr!
In summary I unexpectedly met KenChai Ooi at work today with his gf. It was .. unexpected! and he looks so different 2! Man he is BUFF! He used to be the skinny short kid who hanged around Cameron Brooks! And now look at him, he's doing well with a part time job at Mac bank, which means he's guaranteed a graduate position- he must be doing well uniwise and he's got a really gorgeous gf 2... Very impressive I must say, and I do wish him the best (not that he needs it) for the future.
Strangely I don't feel jealous or competitive (very unlike my nature). I guess because its KenChai, I don't think I could ever feel jealous or competitive with such a nice guy.
Thats the thing I hate most about North Sydney. I spent 6 years of my life in such a competitive environment and I think I was corrupted by it. I used to be carefree and have other interests and passions that were more important than career and studies and crap. I'm so glad I'm no longer in the same environment but uni culture is not much better in this respect. Anyway I thank God for bringing me to bluesky which has given me the opportunity to meet other people who have changed me. Its a good contrast to the typical study-hard Asian over-achiever I'm so used to having as 'friends'.
Anyway this blog is running into overtime and I don't intend to edit due to laziness!!!
Anyway I think the answer to my issues lies in Matthew 6:33-34
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own".
Keith~
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