'Kelam kabut'

I have a very 'kelam kabut' personality. Basically, correct me if I'm wrong, but 'kelam kabut' means haphazard in english. I think it means a person who is very irrational, fickle minded and who does things in an illogical manner!!

I was trying to change a few things with my uni timetable this morning. And I realised what an utter mess I had made of it!!!!

Basically now, with my current timetable I will have to go to uni 5 days a week for a mere 11.5 hrs. Its ridiculous!!!

What irritates me is that I had the opportunity to arrange a timetable well. On enrolment date December last year I was one of the first people to get into the website which meant that I had first preference for my classes.

I could have chosen a well fitting timetable of 2-3 days. Unfortunately, as my preference for certain subjects vacillated and found myself with a timetable of 5 dayS!

Thank God my semester 2 timetable is neatly organised :D

All I'm hoping now is that I get into the classes I want, the Tues-Friday classes. I'm on the waiting list at the moment and have first preference if somebody drops out. But not many people drop out of these high demand classes so I'm basically screwed!

Anyway I'm reminded to have faith and just let everything work itself out. Its no point in stressing over something that has already been done.

I've missed my opportunity to do KLC (Kingsford Legal Centre), the opportunity to work in a real legal centre doing real legal work. But I'm hopeful I get a placement for Redfern Legal Centre.