I'm awake at 3am
My body clock is so stuffed, I've done what I haven't done since high school, slept at like 8pm last night and now I'm awake at 3am this morning. Such a weird feeling, I'm not tired but I feel gross, need to have a shower but I don't wanna wake up everybody in the house just as yet.
Had a pretty good Sunday, church service in the morning as usual but followed the guys from church to 20-40 service at the Vibe hotel in the afternoon. The service is run by the people from cousin Ju-yan's church so there were many familiar faces there. The message was particularly inspiring, it was about the potential of humanity and the individual to 'produce' good works in society every generation. It was relevant to me, having to come to grips with the fact that next year I won't be at uni any more and will have to find some way to support myself financially.
I'm still confused, is there any point in doing college of law to get professional qualification as a solicitor when you might not even be guaranteed employment after that? I don't want to end up a junior solicitor in a firm like EP, too many pressure on the individual to get things right, and I can't handle such pressure and perform well! Getting into a medium sized firm is the ideal in my opinion. The problem is that I want a high paying professional job in something that I do well and in an area where there isn't this 'pressurising' culture. Any I'm hoping for God to provide the way, trusting in him in all my ways and acknowledging him =)
Did my graduate applications on Saturday night, it was a dodgy last minute effort as the cutoff was on Sunday. I applied to Deloitte, PWC, ANZ, Qantas and Sparke and Helmore. Hopefully something good will come out of that!
Had a pretty good Sunday, church service in the morning as usual but followed the guys from church to 20-40 service at the Vibe hotel in the afternoon. The service is run by the people from cousin Ju-yan's church so there were many familiar faces there. The message was particularly inspiring, it was about the potential of humanity and the individual to 'produce' good works in society every generation. It was relevant to me, having to come to grips with the fact that next year I won't be at uni any more and will have to find some way to support myself financially.
I'm still confused, is there any point in doing college of law to get professional qualification as a solicitor when you might not even be guaranteed employment after that? I don't want to end up a junior solicitor in a firm like EP, too many pressure on the individual to get things right, and I can't handle such pressure and perform well! Getting into a medium sized firm is the ideal in my opinion. The problem is that I want a high paying professional job in something that I do well and in an area where there isn't this 'pressurising' culture. Any I'm hoping for God to provide the way, trusting in him in all my ways and acknowledging him =)
Did my graduate applications on Saturday night, it was a dodgy last minute effort as the cutoff was on Sunday. I applied to Deloitte, PWC, ANZ, Qantas and Sparke and Helmore. Hopefully something good will come out of that!
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