Always waiting, random thoughts

Ever feel like hiding, sleeping, staying away from everything, hiding in the night?

Being someone that you are not? Doing something that you are good at ? Getting fame and fortune?

Being someone else who is not you, being someone more perfect, someone better than yourself, someone who doesn't have your problems, someone whose life is perfect?

Why can't you be that someone?

I woke up at 6:50am today, haven't done such a thing since year 12! It was strange, I didn't have problems waking up, I guess because I had purpose, how I am going to be able to wake up in time for class next semester?

Can't my problems go away?

Can't you hear what you want to hear? Must everything be negative? Maybe negative things are good for you?