So I've had a lot of time to think about life, issues and problems over the last 48 hours and I'm kinda enlightened in a sense. Life is more than uni, its more than marks, its more than career. Life can only be enjoyable where there is a balance of everything, a balance of work, play and rest. Its seems such a simple concept, but so often I forget this balance, this natural order to the universe.
anyway I digress, this weekend I've had the opportunity to live life differently to what I normally do. I mean my life is basically uni, class, get depressed after going to lectures and not learning a think, go to church friday night, do readings Saturday and church again on Sunday. Not that I'm complaining about my life per se, but it was cool to have a change of things this weekend.
I forget what my point is, but I somehow have clearer vision of my life, and where I would like to be. I have more perspective on who I am, on what my identity is, what my 'spiritual identity is' ( what Christians would term as 'identity in Christ').
Went to Jimmy's farewell BBQ party tonight. It was a really great party, not the typical kind of party you usually associate with a party, i.e. alochol, puking, dodgyness (experienced that Friday night), but the type which leaves you with a warm feeling inside despite the sad circumstances of it. I seriously can't imagine bluesky without brother Jimmy. The reality hasn't set in yet, but i'm sure it'll have a huge impact. He leaves behind a huge legacy though, and my goal is to emulate his footsteps and follow his character.
My goal is not to be so effected by the thoughts that go through my head. A kind of hyper sensitivity which seriously impedes me from doing so many things.